"Under the Gun"- The Killers

Song Quote: "Kill me now, Kill me now, Kill me now, Kill - Me- Now"


My project, yes its blank..aaahhhh!!!


EEEK here I am sitting at my computer freaking out because I am not going to finish this project..
OK ok deep breaths, deep deep breaths!!
Why cant time just slow down this one time..
Remember when Zack Morris from Saved by the Bell, used to stop time and he could keep doing whatever he was doing.. Dude I so need that right now!!

Here I am trying to stop time and yesterday while I was aimlessly organizing the shoe shelves at work,I was willing time to speed up. I kept glancing at the clock on the phone, on the credit card reader and at my watch just in case time had magically jumped an hour..yeah didnt happen. I like my job dont get me wrong, well its more I like the people I work with, they let me act silly and talk their ears off and they still like me. WOW!

Yesterday was the real test too. For some reason I was hyper active Alix, I was practically bouncing off the walls and the only reason I can come up with is instead of a Coca Cola I had a Dr.Pepper and I must have had a chemical reaction to it. Yes thats all I came up with, sad isnt it?

Well theres also the fact that I was going out that night, and as pathetic as this make me but I havent been out in forever, not that I havent tried work. But JOJO had called me and invited me out with her and her friend Danielle who is really cool and I didnt want to say no.. so I didnt and I was really looking forward to it.
I just wanted a night were I wasnt sitting at home in front of my computer trying to piece a project together or even having to think about it.
Which is probably not a good idea because its due monday!!!

Well anyways I went to Danielles flat, which is absolutely gorgeous, her roommate is in PR and does various promotion for movies and clients so she has magazine covers and movie posters all over the walls. When I walked in I remember thinking that I want a place like this.. one day, right?

We made dinner, well JOJO made dinner and I ate it, you know I cant cook.. well thats a cop out I can cook I just never really do it or try ...Most of the time if I want something to eat its because am passed the point of being hungry so am starving and I have no time to cook, I want it NOW!


So back to the party ,we went to this little bar called the Kosmos, it was a going away party for Dani's friend Patrick who got a promtion and is leaving for Singapore. Hes a lawyer so the men were all lawyers and you could totally tell because their idea of going out wear is sports jackets and jeans, but JOJO said thats a swedish guy thing too!! I dont know but shes swedish so she knows more than I do!
There was like one hot guy there and I was told that he was taken... Of Course!! Well there were other good looking guys and I ended up being chatted up by two ..so I had a good time...hehee!!
The only crappy thing is my tax fare came out to 15 pounds ughh! That almost thrity dollars american...I know ,I know, I CANT think about it that way, but it just depresses me.

In other news: Agnes has already found someone to take my room.. I know that was quick but the day she put the ad up on the website the phone was ringing off the hook.. the girl seems nice .. shes very tall and the room is small am curious to see how that works..
But am glad she found someone so soon.. you should have seen the tizzy she went into when the girl was coming to look at the room.. She had me put in a new lamp shade, she got new pillows for my bed and when she asked me about some clothes that were folded on my hamper, that mind you are clean but there's no room in the dresser or wardrobe to put them, so just to keep her from freaking out I opened up my suticase and threw them in and pushed it under the bed..
Dude it was hell but I endured it.. with a smile..Ughh!!

So now its Sunday and I have to finish that project.. oh but I would love a nap right about now!!


My bed is calling me..hmm am sleepy....