and I just need a little more time"
hmm, just five more minutes ..please!
I only wish I was sleeping but I have alot of work ahead of me. Tonight and tomorrow I hope to complete the poster am making for broadcast and the Red Button list as well. I had hoped to get it done last night but I just did not have the energy to think creatively after the long day at work.
Tiffany, my boss had me moving boxes and helping customers because she says that am talkative (imagine that) and really personable so she would like me to be on the sales floor more..I dont mind really.
I like being upstairs with all the pretty shoes and everyonce in awhile ..we get that customer who has no clue. They always come in with a dress looking for shoes to match and I think it has to be obvious that those shoes in any circumstance would never look good with a dress like that... but I guess it isnt...thank goodness am there to help..
I really do like work and how could I not with shoes like this:
my first pair that I wear at work
my bday present from my job
A free pair that I adore and wear with everything
I know I only work two days a week but really I cant be bothered. Its so frustrating straigtening shoes when you know you have hours worth of homework waiting for you at home and time is running out to do it.
So on my lunch break as I was making a to do list this happened:
I shake with promise
I ache with frustration
Staggered thoughts suffocate my mind
worn ideals and wishful thinking waste my time
A step behind breathing ... a pulse ahead of falling
the moment breaks .. my life at stake..
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Yeah its really rough but I havent written anything in forever so it was a real settling of nerves when I wrote it. It calmed me down in so many ways.
Ok so its late sat night ..oh and what fun am at home. I cant wait for the school to be done so I can somewhat have a life and maybe even hang out with friends.... gasp!
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