"Breathe" Anna Nalick

Song quote of the day:
No one can find the rewind button girl,So cradle your head in you hands
.... And breathe, just breathe, Woah breathe, just breathe


What have I gotten myself into?
Today I was sitting in my Photoshop magazine layout class with my head in my hands thinking I am never going to finish this. We have a forty page magazine to put together in less than a months time and we have no idea what font we are going to use. Thats the least of our worries.
Oh man, Pandora, our Editor and my layout partner was hung over and looked like a rag doll in front of the computer. I was trying to talk her into changing her mind about the libertine print as the cover of the magazine but I was talking to a brick wall and then I thought oh what the hell!
Our tutor for photoshop is this young kid who I can rarely understand but I guess if I paid attention it would be alot easier.
But I get over anxious in class and just want to start working and then I get fustrated when I cant get the image I have in my head onto paper. Its even more frustrating when the groups around you seem a little farther ahead then you are but I know thats not the case.
My friends in the other groups have their own sob stories and sadly that makes me feel better because I know that am not the only one in over my head.
I just wish that I was all knowledgable in the world of photoshop but I guess I can wish all I want.
But I did have a lovely morning, class wasnt till 2:30 pm so I was able to get up at a reasonable 8am, have a nice breakfast, make some very important phone calls, let my hair air dry since I still keep forgetting to buy a hair dryer everyday, and watch Judge Judy. Ahh now if I could only do that every morning life would be nice.
But no tomorrow i have a group meeting at 10:30 am, tutorial at 11:30 am and then research, reasearch..yeah lets see if that happens?!


Ok so its way past my bedtime..how come I can never ever get to bed by midnight..